I woke up on New Year's Day January 1, 2017 ready to put the negative events of 2016 behind me. I decided to begin my day by walking Heather in City Park with my husband. Upon arriving at City Park, I had a very strong vision of injury due to black ice. I made my feelings known to my husband who minimized them poo pooing them away stating that I was being overly dramatic. Needless to say five minutes into the walk, I found myself on the ground with an injured tailbone and a broken wrist. My husband helped me up. We rushed the dog home only to find ourselves in the emergency room waiting to be seen.
The emergency personnel asked me how this happened. My husband made the statement, "I'm sure she's gonna blame me for this." But I stated, "No it's no one's fault, but my own. I chose not to listen to my instincts. I chose not to listen to myself. " However, I will not deny that Ego snuck out and was sure in it's explanation to mention I did have a vision of falling and injuring myself on black ice and how my husband minimized my vision stating that I was being overly dramatic. Leave it to Ego to have the last word. But as I look back on that day, I find myself asking why did I do that? Why was I so adamant in making it known that I had a vision? What was I trying to prove?
Prior to meeting my husband, in 1984, I recall another incident that could've caused me greater injury possibly even death. I was on my way home from my grandmother's and had a huge feeling not to take the freeway. Rather than take the freeway I chose to take the back roads. Lucky for me that I did because my vehicle died at a traffic light in the heart of the city during rush hour. Had this occurred on the freeway it may very well have resulted in death. On that day, I chose to listen to myself. But how often do we chose otherwise? How often have we refuse to listen to our instincts second guessing ourselves and giving our power away to another? How often do we choose not to listen to ourselves and as I call it choose to engage in "SELF SABOTAGE". And when we engage in such we truly are forgetting that we are
Spiritually
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Let's be honest. We are all guilty of minimizing ourselves with our thoughts, words and beliefs. YEP!!!! I am guilty as charged. Those close to me know all about my spirituality and how I have chosen to leave religion by the wayside, because for me it has been the biggest contributor to self sabotage and negative thinking of unworthiness. I was born and raised Roman Catholic, but non of it's teachings ever worked for me. Religion and believing that God and Heaven are something outside of Self just does not work for me. In a nutshell, I do not believe the way the Roman Catholic Church portrays the teachings of Jesus Christ are factual. Nor do I believe Jesus to be the Messiah. Rather, I believe salvation is found in HIS TEACHINGS; salvation from self sabotage and negative thinking; salvation from self minimization.
In my spiritual practices, I tap into my Higher form of Consciousness, frequently. I refer to Jesus as Yesh which is short for Yeshua, although parts of me (note the word yes) in Yesh believe it is a spiritual affirmation to the truths and teachings he gave us 2000 years ago. My Higher Consciousness knows he spoke of the Christ Consciousness as a universal consciousness that includes and embraces all. I also believe he spoke and taught that we are indeed our own GOD, hence our own SOURCE of Divine spiritual truths. At times, I feel I may very well have walked this earth when he did and witnessed his crucifixion. My relationship with him is sacred and I often feel locked deep within the realm of my spiritual consciousness are layers of truth just waiting to be revealed. As mentioned, I was born an raised Roman Catholic, but left that religion. I recall elements of that religion infuriated me. Infuriated me because it was/is the result of my personal relationship with Yesh, because non of it is fact and most of what it teaches keeps you in the dark. Yesh spoke of religions primarily being created by man to serve man for woven within the texts of many are exclusions, the greatest of these exclusions is keeping us from this TRUTH that we are indeed one with SOURCE. That we are indeed our God, that the epitome of our true essence of SELF is the I AM presence, which keeps us all connected to the Christ Consciousness.
So where am I going with this you may be asking? Well I indeed woke on January 1, 2017 to start anew, to put the past of 2016 behind me. 2016 was a year full of disillusion. I found myself going back to the day of the accident, reflecting on the events and set purpose of those events. I had the accident on January 1, 2017. That is imperative to the message I need to deliver, the message being delivered to me, and the moment and time in which it must be delivered to you.
I have been working on my spirit ascending and vibrating to higher frequency for some time. I am left reflecting was my accident an act of self sabotage or is it a reflective act of compassion? Compassion for those still stuck unaware of their own worthiness and divineness? Stuck and still struggling to tap into and believe what was spoken by Yesh over 2000 years ago is indeed Truth. For it has brought me to the realization that although I embrace these truths as my own, I have no power in having others believe them to be true for themselves. I can only speak of them and tell live them in my life, and help you to live them in yours.
Despite the events of 2016, we have the power to create our lives based on our I AM presence. His Word and Truth still resonate within the realms of my consciousness, and I trust yours as well.
I look to the numbers within 2017. When you combine the numbers you are left with the number 1. One is the number of new beginnings, rebirth. In my heart, I envision 2017 being the rebirth of the Christ Consciousness within each of us. I hold that flame alive in my heart, and envision my light igniting the flame within yours as we bring forth the Christ Consciousness forward come 2017. I wish each of us to own and embrace that we are our own DIVINE GOD, and it begins with honoring the I AM presence. What you choose to place after I AM has 2 outcomes; a life full of joy, love, passion and dreams or a life full of repetitive ''self sabotage''. Yes it really is that simple.
I AM Source.
I AM deserving.
I AM all knowing.
I AM creating the life I desire.
I AM EMPOWERING YOU TO DO THE SAME
